AC? Or will i burn in hell again?

Right now, thats the question in my mind. ACJC or not? This really is so messed. Why was i trying so hard to enter AC in december, but now, i dont give a shit? Maybe its cause i wasnt in for the first 3 months, but i was already in for 10 years, shouldnt i feel a sense of loyalty to the school? Its probably cause of all the shit i hear about the fucked up teachers.

But the value of an ACS education really is great. The people u get to know, the connections u make etc... Cuz every AC student will grow up to do cool stuff next time. we all know that. Even lamers like sdu who go to poly will probably start his own successful chain of restaurants or travel agencies etc.. One day i could be asking qing to help me sue LCD for crashing is toyota corolla ALTIS into the back of my Bently Continental GT right???

Hopefully going back to school tmr will reaffirm my commitment to go into acjc. And i really hope ill be able to make it in. Good luck whoever is getting they're o level results tmr. Im sure we'll all do fine in the end

Thursdays

Thursdays usually suck. Its like my super long say in SR. But this thursday was good. haha. I left school at 10am after feigning sickness and went home to sleep! You'll never know how badly i needed that 2 hours man. Im suddenly 10X more tired in JC. Maybe its cuz i have to keep running away from lectures. LOL

Ok so O level results are coming soon. This is probably how im gonna feel with whatever marks i get:

6-10 - LOL this is too good. i studied 3 weeks and got this?? its impossible, so ill like, take of my shirt and run around Singapore 6 times or summat.
10-12 - OK, at least i can go to AC. But it probably wont get this score too
12-15 - i was expecting this. So ill just be.. expressionless
15-16 - maybe ill go CJ. i dont how ill feel..
17-20 IM GONNA FUCKING CRY AND JUMP OFF THE FIFTH FLOOR of barker..

Anyways, even if i get between 11-14.. i dont know if i should go ac to do 3 subjects o go cj to do 4... sigh. Im in a dilemma

haha. just thought ill post this here... me and j pang at grad night!! what a cool dude, hope to see him in ac soon so i can screw him up more :) 

Serangoon Special Part 2

Alright im gonna blog abt srjc again while i wait for su to finish his dinner to play dota with me. Im gonna tell u guys, theres really nothing wrong with srjc, the teachers are great, the students are great (until march), but the school sux. i dont know how to explain it, the school just sux. Is it because its a wtfjc? probably

So after our 5km road race today our principal spoke to us. She was talking stuff about how its not winning but participating that matters. That is like so wrong. Thats a losers excuse to losing. They only tell this to all the losers. Because winning isnt everything, its the only thing. If you dont win you're nothing. Thats what life's like, face it. I know... like how the wtfss guy stole my place in ac because he did better than me. i lost to him.

Thats probably why srjc sux so much, we dont care about winning. Even when we get 4th position for some kind of unknown competition the principal still looks happy. Thats why the school sux, loser school. I pity the principal, she's a nice lady, she shouldn't even be the principal of such a fucked up place. ah well... i pity myself too but self pity is screwed.

TESTS TESTS TESTS!!!

damn. i think i messed up chem test part 1. it was like damn tedious and tricky. so different from the tutorials. and chem test part 2 and c math test are tmr. i also got my damn econs project(which i havent started on yet) to hand up by friday. crap, i should really start mugging, all the times i tried to mug i just ended up doing like 5 questions and slacking off after that.

i just bowled 5 hours in 1 day. tuesday night and wednesday afternoon. my arm feels even more screwed. my sprain got worst. maybe i really wont recover from it, ill just cry and die. whats more, i accidentaly cut my thumb last night, so my thumb was like bleeding freely. after bowling my thumb was like damn bloody. lol, it was quite sick. but it didnt hurt, i dont know why.

oh yeah. i got 18/20 for the gay ass c math test 1!!! haha,i didnt even mug for it. Serangoon standard for maths is really damn low, but i reckon their chem and chinese standard are pretty much as good or better than ac. like mr ang says, its not the school, its the students.

chill

oh crap

crap.. i forgot to change "the wind wrote in the water at 7pm" thing last week... so much for my punctuality. ahhhh well who cares, at least now that my deadline is over i wont have one to meet. lol

Serangoon Special part 1 - V day

Since i got nothing better to write about this whole week cause common test week is damn boring. ill blog about serangoon. yes, the shit hole. yes, my temporary hell. And since its part 1, im gonna talk about how nice it is.

IF I WAS HAPPY in serangoon jc for 1 day, it would be V day. Yes fools, valentines day. I have never seen such coolness in serangoon before. councillors dressed up as pirates to wish the school happy V day right after assembly to song dedications during recess. We could hear those big speakers blasting music the whole day so that it was damn hard for the teachers to teach in level 1 classrooms. And since the chem tutor was absent for 1 whole period we were slacking in the corridor listening to music.. Even ugly girls exchanging valentines day gifts with even uglier girls. valentines day spirit eh?

Since SRJC isnt nice at all, u cant expect me to write very much. so ill stop here. come back when i whine about how screwed it is. Ur page will take 1 hour to load cause it'll be a DAMN LONG BLOG.

haha a 6 day weekend.

I skipped sch again today so that gives me a 6 day weekend!! Haha this feels like march school holidays. I was just stoning online for the whole day until now. Gonna go for ac idol with qing and ??su and ws?? later.

Actually.. i should be at the pro shop collecting my ball which has just been replugged but fuck it. its gonna take like an hour which means i have to sacrifice 1 DOTA GAME!! lol. Its Common Test Week next week, i better start mugging on saturday. knowing serangoon's standard.. ill probably pwn it even if i didnt mug this weekend. lol.

ahhhhh... ill probably go train and collect my ball with nick tomorrow. thank god i found another bowling fanatic who's parents are willing to blow 30 bucks a week on training with me. if not training solo will be damn boring. ok i typed enough time to go back to my dota.

peace out

shit

shit the "the wind wrote in the water at 10pm" thing is really damn screwed. the ah beng i copied the template from had it. ill resolve myself to make a new one by the end of this week

yeah CNY!!

i love being chinese, for our culture. that is. unlike qing, who hates chinese because of chinese. And its Chinese New Year's Eve today. skipped my bloody useless crappy school today to go out with the barker peeps to play pool and watch constatine.. which pwns all!! then we went to get qing's sex band for and from the wrong reasons and context man. lol.

i dont feel like blogging anymore. its too boring. sian