play ends here

ahhh my blog is in neglect! i shall make an effort to update more now that school is starting again, and as i have pointed out to qing there are no more breaks/holidays to look forward to until the much dreaded terms. but just as well, there will be less distractions :))

the deadline i have set for myself has come
the day which FeaR[USMC] and LordOfTheDogs cease to exist
it'll be hard to adjust, how can someone who plays dota daily suddenly only play on the weekend? i dont know either, but im about to find out. lol

but let us shut down our comps, take out our (very clean) books, put on our specs, sharpen our pencils and meet our targets for terms, it'll be a... confidence boost yes, just what we all need when we have been scraping thru every subject last year.

and so, let this blind, endless pursuit for academic excellence begin. today
buahahahahaha

bright lights

when you have fun while u mug its ok.
then you would enjoy it,
then you would mug more,
cause its fun.

im like so on this year.
so far i have signed up like:
1. Current affairs quiz
2. American math competition

i want to go for something else too.. you know.. like plan for my university education and stuff, i shall sign up for it tmr. hahaha

then there was also the junior class suprise, the sad sad misunderstanding which so many classmates have not come to accept yet.

current affairs quiz

why did i do it?
like i just suddenly felt like, i mean its good for my record also right?
i think im mad,
hope its not too hard tmr.
nothing to lose anyways
hahahahahaha

so its like, 2nd week of school.
and i already have 25 physics structured questions and enough GP to make me cry.
like of course i will be able to finish my work in 4 hours but why should i be spending 4 hours doing work? its so early in the year and its like that already.
this is gay and stupid, how can A levels be like that? its horrible

so theres this convo that i had with chng last night about A levels, and he told me that he started mugging before june, and still got CCE for prelims. and he's supposed to be quite smart and all.. like how scary is that? if i started mugging in june for o levels i would be in scone or something.

argh, everything is so depressing, maybe its the weather, or homework, or someting like both. then we also have this home class which is cold enough for u to breed polar bears in. hopefully things will get better soon.

:(

but still, there are good things in life. haha.

JC TWO

woahh today is the last first day of school i will have in my entire life. just recently i've started to look back at my last 11 years in retrospect.. and realised that those years passed in a flash, when actually it was a really long time. like if a kid was born when i entered ac, he would be taking his PSLE now, thats like waaaaayyyyy long.

so anyways, it was nice hearing mrs chan's start of term speech and all, she's like so motherly, more like a mother to the school or something. and it was also nice seeing all the seoners and JCone's whom i knew and random people all over the school whom i knew and etc etc etc. and the only real lesson today was physics lecture.. like during physics prac. mr chan just let us have triple free period and even mr. sim eng chee gave us half the chinese period off. but i suppose a lazy start to a hectic year is always good, gives us time to adjust to the stress and everything.

and then there is orientation, looking at them makes me want to wish i was back there, just another colour in the patchwork of uniforms, so carefree and relaxed, without a bloody national exam at the end of the year to worry about. i see very few acs(i) boys, even less barker ones and lots of scgs and all that crap. ITS JUST SO SAD. gone were the days where half the acjc students were from affiliated institutions, ac is now like a dumping ground for all the acs(i) ppl who dont do IB. like barker, i remember barker used to be a dumping ground for those unfit for acs(i). But thngs are different now arent they? if you dont put barker as ur 1st choice you will never pass through its gates and sit under that famous clocktower, contemplating your future with your 19th gf or just smoking or something... lol

so i guess i have said most of the important stuff, now i want to RANT. bloody hell, this morning my car stay in the bloody queue for dont know how many traffic light changes still never move because all those f*cking j1 parents keep cutting into the queue because they think their children damn big because they got 15pts for prelims and they sure do better for O levels then they can go to hwa chong and cut the traffic queues there. nabei have some manners please man.. i cant believe you dont even have road courtesy you bloody assholes, must be from the non-ac backgrounds your children come from because they are too dumb to go to the schools they are affiliated to like KNNBJC or something. KNN.

but then again the jc1's seem like a nice bunch.. maybe its just their parents or something, lol.