Thursday, March 30, 2006

i think i can do it

yay. things are getting better, i have gained some momentum in my mugging and can now solve most math TYS standard questions.

but then i can only do j2 work since my j1 works SUCKS and im so busy with j2 work that i cant begin my j1 revision and i would probably only be able to start j1 revision in june when its too late and then i wont be well prepared for prelims but why am i worrying about this terms have just ended shouldnt i give myself a break no i cant because so many of my classmates are mugging already i feel compelled to mug oh crap that means i dont have a break till 17nov but who cares i need to get my grades or get owned singapore is like that you make it or they break you wait wait why are there no periods in this paragraph i dont know either maybe im trying to turn all my expression errors in gp into just one big big one so that i wont get penalized so much haha thats not funny at all.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

oh no im sick again. this is the 2nd time in a month i've fallen ill. maybe my immune system is really that weak.. falling sick sucks, it feels so horrible.

so even though im not in school my friends have been updating me on my term exam results. i guess i did better than expected for math and gp. but im quite disappointed with my physics score. ohwell, at least i dont have a single F. i must still work harder in term 2 and 3 :)

ok, back to sleep. hopefully ill be well enough to go to school tomorrow

Monday, March 27, 2006

on my way home today i saw an accident. it was damn horrible. you couldnt even tell what vehicles were involved in it till u looked closely. it was just a big mess of metal and glass. hope the drivers were ok, but the ambulance was still at the scene when my bus went pass, so the driver's injuries cant have been that bad. or maybe the ambulance driver just wasnt happy that he didnt get a pay raise or something... ok nevermind not funny to joke about these issues

in other matters:
zhihuan is a fucking hypocrite. please stop telling people how badly you're gonna fail and how your single digit mark will be the the cube root of theirs when you get fucking distinctions man. zhihuan has inspired me to mug, i shall attend more chem lectures from now on and beat him. but ponning chem lectures to eat prata with banana and honey is so much more fun lor. like seriously, i think eating prata is more constructive than attending chem. ohwells, i better learn to love the subject or ill never do well in it.

Monday, March 20, 2006

holiday

Bowling camp (mon-wed)
well, bowling camp was actually great! i thought it would be really stoned for me cause i didnt know many bowlers while most of them knew each other already, but it wasnt that bad at all. i think we can attribute this to the fact that ac bowlers are generally nice and easy to get along with. hahah. and god also blessed me because he put me in the same room of keith, gaius and joel, cause like i already know keith and gaius.. and joel is so friendly anyways.

so all-in-all it was kinda like orientation! there were alot of team bonding games and only 2 hours of training. but i guess the camp was meant more for team bonding than skill training... ill always remember sin chew hor fun and playing asshole tai ti and drinking stupid concoctions and making augustin run into the golf course lake at 1am :))

when augustine ran to the pond kenneth followed him to video it or something but when augustine came back kenneth was missing then we were all like "omgwtf he went missing" for a moment. but later on we realized he just went to some other people's room for awhile.

on the last day and my only complete day in camp (cause i had to go back to school for SRS on tuesday), we had this amazing race. got grouped with augustin, joyce and meaghan. sigh, i told augustin that we should try out best to win it lor, but we spent too much time in occ poolside, so we were the last team...until we reached the war memorial. every group got stuck there because of some stupid clue which no one could solve. then after that like 12 of us got into meaghan's car to go to botanical gardens, it was so squeezy joel actually had to stand in the car, lol. so in the end we were tied last with like 3 other groups so it didnt matter.

actually, i felt that amazing race was more team breaking than bonding, but nevermind, i shall not speak of it. we were all damn screwed and tired out after that. but kenny, debby, clarence and marc really did a good job with the games in school. like there was this game where we have to get the whole team through a hula hoop which was raised like 1m up, juliana fell through the hoop her group had to carry her through and gaius just jumped right through it lol.

Doc's appointment (thurs)
the bone scan finally showed what was causing the pain. in medical terms i have greater trochanter bursitis of the left femoral shaft and the distal epiphysis of the left femur. in layman terms, im F*King screwed. my bowling career is shattered. this injury prevented me from training from november to march and now i have to lay off bowling till june. this means i wont be able to bowl A divs (actually i dont think i would have been more than a reserve even if i didnt get this diagnosis because not training from november to march screwed my bowling).

sigh, i dont know why and how i got this injury, but i know its messing up my life. hope i heal soon...

Mugging (fri-sun)
mugging was really bad. i couldnt concentrate. i was telling qing how dumb this was, at the start of the year i told myself ill mug damn hard for terms and get my AAA and then everything will be smooth sailing. then halfway through the term i realized i wasnt even doing work so i changed my target to ABC. now ill be happy if i can manage a CCC.

Physics (today)
oh it wasnt that bad after all. but i really dont know, i think i lost like 12 marks so far but i really wont know how i did till i get my results back. and my chem= confirm fail, i shouldnt have ponned all those lectures after all... im still debating whether i should just sacrifice chem and mug for math so i can get like.. C for it. gosh my life is sad, i shouldnt even be aiming for C's.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

ok bye people. im going to hell tomorrow. nah just kidding im going for bowling camp but i can tell its gonna be damn stoned cause i dont know that many bowlers. but ill make the best of it, cause i dont think im going to be in bowling for very long :(

i hope wednesday comes soon.

Monday, March 06, 2006

i want to start this post with a prayer. DEAR GOD, I HOPE YOU LET MARCUS AND JARED BACK INTO ACJC, THEY HAVE NO CCA'S TO APPEAL IN WITH AND ARE JUST HOLDING ON TO THE FAITH THAT YOU HAVE TAUGHT US TO HAVE IN YOU. I AM SURE THEY WILL WORK HARD AND BRING GLORY TO YOUR NAME WHEN THEY COME BACK. AMEN



remember long ago i thought that friendster horoscopes were really accurate? now that i've like, started using friendster again...

Friendster Horoscope for March 6, 2006
The Bottom Line
You will stop being overwhelmed as soon as you trim back your jam-packed schedule.
In Detail
The urge to hibernate has hit all of us, but the way you're feeling now, you're not only in the mood to get away from the maddening crowd, you're also in desperate need of some quality time alone. In addition, it's just about time for you to start dishing out a few surprises in return -- the way others have been tossing them your way, that is. A day with the phone turned off just might do it.



gosh, it really is horribly accurate...

Thursday, March 02, 2006

ACS BARKER FTW!!

barker's playing ri on the acjc field now. leading 15-7 according to chang's sms match update to me.

i hope we win, barker FTW!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

i can see clearly now

1.yesterday when i reached home after physics prac i had a temperature of 39.4, so i was like omg i am so screwed. but luckily after 6 hours of sleep and 2 doses of panadol my temperature fell to 38.5. i've never had a 39.4 fever before. its so horrible, you cant even think straight, its like everytime i try and form a vaguely complete thought in my head it starts hurting real bad. i dont want to be sick again, stupid jill and andre, thanks for giving me your germs, i think i got a hybrid of both your germs lor....

2. Xavier's "im trying out being positive" attitude is so cool, i hope he stays like that forever.

3. Bone scan tomorrow, lihao told me they stick a needle in your hand and run radioactive fluid through it till it flows through your entire body so they can take the scan... and that you can feel the liquid flow through your body.PAIN.

4. Last founder's day celebrated as a student was great! after spending 113th to 118th founders day on parade i can finally enjoy it as a spectator. i kinda miss those good old parade days, but i bet ill hate em next year when i get into NS. it was good to see old faces like josh fong, jing yan, leng kian. so many scouts got distinctions

5. im almost sure i wanna retake chinese, just for the AO pass.

6. A level results: j3's did really well(gogo leonard chng!). i guess it was a good experience today, going to the hall to see the happy and sad faces, the tears in the eyes, the smiles on the faces. somehow i saw more tears, but it kinda made be think about whether i would be crying next year, and i think i would, if i carry on at this pace.

7. engineering quiz on saturday at NTU! im quite suprised that i made it into the 2nd round, but since i have i better make try my best and do well for it :)