SO WHAT

The A levels are over. I dont really feel anything though. I dont know, after the O's I was so hugely relieved and excited about the end of the exams right, but for A levels it doesnt really feel all that great. Maybe its because I've been through it before, I really dont know. Anyways I guess I should analyze all the papers and maybe when I get my results I can come back to this post and go "YEAH, ok" ...

1. GP - Actually I'm secretly scared of something I might have forgotten to do in paper 1, because the question was "does technology ALWAYS improve the quality of people's lives" right, I'm not sure if I answered the qualifier, the ALWAYS part, or actually I think I forgot whether I did answer it. I hope I did lol. But anyways I kinda geared my essay in the direction of "its obviously not always" so yeah. Faith. Paper 2 was quite fun.

2. Math P1 - By cambridge standards the paper wasnt easy. I think its one of the hardest A level math papers set by cambridge ever. But who cares cause by AC internal exams standards its like free frag.

3. Chem P3 - Whoa I've been dreading this paper. God was particularly good to me that day, all the answers I guessed were tycolly correct and I only made 1 real mistake which I really regret in the entire paper.

4. Math P2 - NO KICK

5. Physics P1 and 2 - P1 was NO KICK, after all the prelim papers I did it was pretty free frag too. Only made 1 careless mistake which I regret. P2 was killer. Also this year I think we saw one of the hardest physics papers papers set by cambridge. I forsee many casualties in physics this year.

6. Chem P2 - NO KICK. tycolly guessed about 5 marks correctly again in this paper god's grace is truly amazing :)

7. Physics P3 - Utterly non- standard. I dont know whats up with all these people thinking they did well for physics p3. I mean I didnt think it was that bad too, until i saw Mr Khor. If Mr Khor looks troubled after the paper, all the physics students in Singapore better be worried. And chang was telling me about how ownage the paper was too. Too many of the main stayers in the Physics didnt even come out this year, like EMI and Quantum. To the astute student, those are often also the questions which give students their marks. Its such a pity, as a school we have worked so hard for physics, 2 mock exams and countless hours of Mr Khor screaming at us. Now I guess we just have to take comfort in the fact that the entire country screwed it up and pray hard for gosu moderation.

ONE DAY BREAK STONE IN SCHOOL AND DREAM ABOUT LIFE AFTER A LEVELS

8. Chem P1 - One tricky bitch it was. I havent really analyzed this paper but from outside exam hall chatter i made 2 careless mistakes so far :( but i believe it'll be ok cause god is damn GOSU.



Life after the A levels is pretty boring. After having so many things to do in 2 years, I kinda dread having nothing to do now. Its so weird to wake up in the morning and not have anything to rush. Ah well i guess when everyone else finishes their exams it will be more fun. We can go put the chang jie MAN U plan into action and etc.

In other news, I owned qing in pool yesterday. He is such a noob, all that mugging for A levels has made qing a noob and gay guy. But qing was always noob and gay la hahahahah

In other other news, GY has bought a Razor Krait mouse and a Razor Exactmat. We have yet to see how they have improved his game (lol)

In other other other news, while gargling my mouth with listerine this morning i accidentaly swallowed half a mouthful of it. It was damn hot and I think it mixed with my breakfast to own my stomach cause im still having a stomach ache now and i feel like vomitting argh PAIN PAIN.

Im also starting my caffeine detox program! After having 2-3 cups a day for 3 months I am now down to like 1 every 2 days. But I feel quite tired without coffee :( My right eye has also stopped twitching since the level of caffiene in my blood has dropped.

More updates soon! I just realized I still havent uploaded Baccalaureate pictures haha

so my daily conversations with God go something like:
"hey God, A levels are damn scary"
"yes sonny, have faith, be strong"
"ok father, but im still very scared of chem"
"well thats cause you decided to fool around all this while innit"
"can i take physics and maths now? so i can get over it, i hate waiting, but i wanna take chem in 3 months time"
"whats your problem? i have 10000 other prayers to answer you know"
amen.

so my conversations with God are very healthy and i always learn something out of every one. dont ask me how i hear him. i guess we all can, in our hearts. frequently, when we are in the exam hall waiting for the paper to begin, i close my eyes and pray too. when i can hear Him, i know it'll all be ok.

Chemistry is like this big leap of faith for me, just that the hangtime is going to be about 4 months. as oppsed to the usual leaps we take in which we take moments to land again right. and the longer you stay in the air, no more doubts you have, you wonder how you're going to land, you wonder if you're going to land.
its so horrible
its so scary.

well, in other news, saddam is going to hang. i dont know why but i feel a tinge of sadness. i mean, he's been like such a big part all these world events and etc, then suddenly he has 30 days left to live unless his appeal is successful. why dont they just imprison him for life? i've always thought that the death penalty was damn messed. its so final, because once you're dead thats it.

heres where i end. i doubt there'll be another update till the end of my exams. until then, we should all pray, hard. through him, we will be more than conquerors.

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God" - Philippians 4:6

The LORD is my light and my salvation,
whom shall i fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life,
of whom shall i be afraid?
-Psalm 27:1