Raffles Raped. -the regions round echo the sound of acs forever-

LoL.23-0 .thats the score with rj in rugby today. it was just pure ownage. it was damn funny watching some of them cry during the prize presentation. like, how could they even dream of beating us twice in a row? i could see the anger on their faces during the prize presentation ceremony. how they want revenge and all.. but they wont get it for at least another 2 years, cause its always like that. its like a 4 year cycle where ac wins 3 years and rj wins 1. they'll just train really hard for the whole year trying to beat us but just get owned again next may.

we kinda derserve the title after rj beat us in badminton, squash, tennis, hockey, cross country, and god knows what else. its like the rivalry between ac and raffles has never been this high until i reached jc. even when i was in ac last time we didnt really hate raffles so bad. just now during the match some people(like me) were even jeering at raffles. its just.. satisfying to see the misery on their faces when they lose. its oddly pleasing... i dont think i've ever wanted ac to win as much as i did today.

ahh well. terms ending. if i dont go out with qing and the rest tmr then ill go with my class. im really tired this week, i just cant wait for holidays. ill probably start mugging in the final 2 weeks of the hols and scrape 3 passes or something.

hocker? bowler ? loser?

i told clemens if we didnt get the boys gold i would join bowling. guess what? we didnt. fucking sa, they spoilt my future in hockey. now i wouldnt be able to train with hot hockey girls anymore. sigh. i bet they're all damn happy now, because they finally beat us. but we'll take it back next year, and they wont have it again. but am i really gonna let this result sway my decision? i dont even know. somehow my prospects in both bowling and hockey seem equal. im confident that ill make it for the ac bowling team if i train through june. but im also confident that ill make it into the hockey team because there aint even enough guys to form a team next year. ill get to own sa in both cca's. but my friends are in hockey. i think the hockey team's much nicer. and i think my heart's still in bowling. and i havent met the bowling team yet.

1 day left to decide

stressed.

omg how could i be so stressed? i hardly even do any work. but i think just going to school for so long is already tiring me out. its only like term 2 of j1 and im feeling more stressed than i was at the peak of my o levels, thats damn scary. anyways, regarding my previous post, i guess i was just concentrating on the bad things about acjc? i forgot that the good things about it owns the bad things, so its cool.

i keep forgetting that acjc is fun when everyone aint mugging. like somehow when we're not in lessons, i find that things are so much more fun and lively. we can only attribute that to the fact that ac is only fun because of its students. so once you put a teacher* in everything starts to suck. even Mrs Chan said during assembly that "you students make up the whole environment of the college" or something like that, which is indirectly admitting that alot of her staff are pretty screwed, seeing that they dont contribute to the culture of the college or whatever her first statement meant. but we shall not be so analytical today, seeing that that is a general statement as we know that many teachers in ac are not like that.

its like everytime i try and imagine myself in srjc now, i pretend that i would be happy there. but i wont, im forgetting how much i didnt like it during the first 3 months. i think i should change my negative / cynical/ pessimistic way of looking at things and learn to appreciate the good things instead of whine about the bad. after all ,thats what life's all about.


*ok fine, only some teachers.

sigh

so like life in ac isnt that great after all. in fact, i feel that life in sr was better. for one, ill be in the top class there, and i know more people there, and i could've bowled in A divs if i stayed, and so many other things. and since i was in the top class i would be peer pressured to study and probably do well for my A levels too. lets compare it to my life in ac, where im the top of the bottom, cca-less, and know relatively few people compared to my sr days.

and my friends in ac wil never get to experience life in other jc's a realise that ac actually sux. even xavier who was from cj agrees with me. fuck, now i made a mistake and i have to live with it. ohwells, at least i get to have some fun in ac with the great load of stress (compared to even more fun in sr with no stress). i better get a cca and get to know at least 100 more people or something. that brings me to my super screwed dilemma of dilemma's, should i follow my heart and join bowling or follow my friends and join hockey? like the hockey team is so much more cool and friendly than i expect the bowling team to be, but i havent even seen the bowling team yet so i cant comment, but since i dont know anyone in bowling and i know like half the people in hockey it would be much better in hockey. crap, if i was in sr i wouldnt even be in this dilemma. But i didnt stay cuz the sr uniform sucked and the school image sucked. And of course people would laugh at how a 12 pointer stayed, but ill be in the top class with the single digit people who stayed too, so when i own them in A levels, wouldnt i be the one laughing?

like now im only liking ac because my class is quite cool. like its fun to mess around and stuff. i hope god put me with such fun people and such great tutors for a reason. like in december i did make a pact with him to mug if he let me come ac, and im not even doing that, i feel like i lied to god, that fucking sux, i think ill go to hell. but i wont, cause im trying to mug. hopefully i can hit my target of 3 b's for terms. its so ironic because when i made that pact going to ac was everything to me, now i wish i wasnt here. sigh.

prelude

so this is like the prelude to my "serangoon special part 3" post. since i thought that i should blog at least once more about my life in srjc. like, now i look back at my time there, and i realise that its not as bad as i made it out to be. but its 1130 now, and im too tired to think straight, so i cant really finish my blog, so ill write the actual thing tmr, which is why this is a prelude to the actual srjc post. lol

this is like an extra part, where i whine about how out of the 3 dota's i played today 2 were screwed by leavers/laggers. so to all of u out there with useless comps : buy a new one or dont play. and too all the noobs : if u die to me then stay and die more, its not like leavings gonna change the fact that you suck. i must say 6.06 is one of the best dota's i've played so far, the landscape is much nicer and the graphics are cooler. like the ghouls explode when they die, or is it just becasue of rifleman's scatter shot? dunno, but its nicer now

cj pwnage

so we watched the rugby match between cj and ac yesterday. watching cj get pwnt was the funniest shit in the world. all they scored was a kick that gave em 3 points. no touch downs at all. and most of the game was spent in their side of the field. the final score was like 70-3 or something. but rugby really is a damn scary game, u get owned the moment u touch the ball, and getting fucked in the ass by the 20 hundred kg guys piling on of u is not pleasent.

so like, i think the problem with cj is that they arent motivated to play for their school. unlike the ac guys, who wanna win and bring glory to ac so kelvyna can put up another sustained achievement banner for sports outside the school. and then the cj guys are already so sad that they got posted to such a horrible place, how do u expect them to be driven to win?? like everytime one of them got owned by an ac guy, he'll be rolling around on the ground moaning until they stop the game and attend to his fake injuries, but when an ac guy gets owned by a cj rugger, he'll just get up and start kicking more cj ass. its quite symbollical? like when we fall, we just get up again and kill them, but when they fall, they stay down and get themselves killed once more.

hope we'll beat rj in the finals this year, i mean, we already lost our x-country title to them after holding it for 3 years or summat. theres a match with sajc next week, should be more exciting than the cj one. sa was 3rd last year and beat cj by a bigger margin than us after all.

on a final note, we should observe that 3 points cj had was the only time anyone scored against ac in like the past 3 months. so they did do quite a good job after all. LoL

so like i dunno what

so should i blow $440 on 2 new bowling balls? huh? huh? huh? i really gotta be sure of my interest in the sport la, which im not even sure of until now. of course i've been training 3 times a week, but... ahhh crap. so its gonna be like $290 for my strike ball and $150 for my spare ball. i think ill either get a primetime/ killer instinct/ vortex 2 and another maxim. and make em both 14 lbs. oh my goodness, i dont know what to do!! should i get em? im sure they'll improve my game, but i dont know if i have the.. perserverence to train. sigh

anyways im gonna watch the ac rugby match with cj tmr. it should be quite funny watching some mass ownage 80-0 or some crap. damn. i better make up my mind and start getting serious about bowling.

what was meant to be

so like i actually meant to bitch about my sad life and how im not getting even 6 hours of sleep daily, how i find the fact that most of my class is racist funny, how arthur looks so innocent and guai but actually is a racist lil lamer, how this bitch teacher screwed me for pressing the lift on the 4th floor, how we screwed around in the dark LT today, but im too sian. so thats a summary. lol, anyways gotta rush off for my training now so bb

should pass chem, hope i can scrape a B.

wtf

wtf im gonna fail physics. ahh who cares its not like i woulda passed since i only started A level physics 2 weeks ago. so like 1se1 is alot cooler now cause almost 2 weeks are over and we're all not stoning around anymore. realised that weizhi's a damn pro blog hunter, he even found mine. btw, i thought swell was screwed cause of this : http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=swell&r=f. but only su uses urban dictionary so who cares.

double maths is like our classes double free period in air con. Daniel Sun will start talking about some questions that no one did, and start teaching keith (almost every tutorial is the tutor's one on one tuition with him, actually, most lectures are too). so i was trying to solve zhen hao's rubics cube and played pencil soccer with arthur and started playing hangman. then we sms-ed jeremy wong and pretended we were hot girls who wanted to know him. lol, how stupid, like.. i would have payed attention if i knew wtf he was talking about but since i only started attending class in ac 2 weeks ago i dont right?

anyways i better start mugging for chem since i already fucked physics up but knowing me i probably wont. sian.

so like acjc is trying to collect funds to help lee wei kong (the ex acjc rugby captain) pay for his medical bills and stuff. u can see their appeal for donations here. seriously? the acjc admin are so screwed and materialistic why are they doing this? i bet its only because he was their ex rugby captain and they were obliged to do so because the students council decided to start the donation thing. i dont even think they give a shit about the existing students, much less the EX students. and if he was some kinda lamer from strategic games club or something i bet they wont even give a shit. the students really are the only ones which makes acjc a fun place, other than all the 1se1 tutors, mr loy and a few other young teachers, the school is pretty fucked up. until they can change the impression they etched in my head, im gonna keep thinking this way of them, maybe im generalizing too much because my run ins with the school staff when i first entered were screwed? dunno. it's just so different from barker where everyone was nice.. except mrs campbell.

physics test

crap, i got a physics test tmr. now i wish i didnt skip every single make up lecture and spent today's last minute one cursing qing and j pang and writing shit on tables and trying to rip tables out of the seats. so like, i dont know anything about thermodynamics, temperature or ideal gases. im so dead.

moving on, theres like this group of people who are extremely smug and think they're so cool because they got single digit and are at the back of the top classes. So these peeps think they're damn cool because they did 4 pts better than me, but lets examine it more closely. 4 pts = 20 marks right? and 20 /6 = 3.3333 right? but that would be the max ( as in they really get the full 5 marks more than me in every subject), so we can safely round the mean down to 3 from 3.333 (err thats 2 marks for 6 subs). Therefore these coolio's think they're damn uber because they spent 9 months mugging(compared to my 1 month of mugging) to do 3 marks better than me per subject. RIGHT... and theoretically since u did 9 times more study than me you should be getting like 6-7? even after counting the fact that its harder to do better once you're doing well. err btw, smart aint cool??

ok la, i didnt mean to bitch but u people were pissing me off this morning with ur "smartness" werent u? and no ones gonna know who it is unless you're stupid enough to tag. lol

so like i went training yesterday and got 190 with just spares and like 1 strike. so i was like wtf, thats damn cool. im starting to get my form back, those zero open frames seemed so far away but are slowly coming back. . but i still gotta train more and hope they'll let me into school team after this year's A divs.

lol funny T_T

lol today was damn funny. in the morning mark ng went on the stage to announce the rugby team's victories over the weekend. It was like AC vs SR 49-0, AC vs OFS 45-0 , AC vs RJ 15-0. like wtf no one scored against us? thats damn lame. its like playing a warcraft game with 0 unit losses. but i guess rj was using their team 2 or some crap like that.The entire school was laughing at 49-0 with srjc la. damn sad, they must have been damn demoralised after the loss which will inevitably affect their performance in A divs. But its not like they'll perform in the A divs lol. ok shit im dissing sr too much. im so evil it was my school for the 3 worst months in my life after all.

sigh sooner or later ill have to give up my dotaing and wc3ing. its like when im playing i get bored of it after an hour, but when im not playing i have a longing for it. shit, its worst than drugs...

zzz

shit, i hardly mugged this weekend. better start now.

work work work..

yay weekend :)

finally the weekends here... went to pocket bowl to train just now. did like 2 games of drills, then bowled 3 games. 1 and 2 step drill really trains finishing position la, but it makes my left leg ache like shit cuz all my weight is on that leg. in my worst game i had like 3 open frames with a total score of 131. like most of my pinfalls come from spares, and i dont make full use of the ball after the spare. so i waste it. on my last game i had only 1 open frame but ended with only 149 because of that. sian. gotta learn to string my strikes and spares together to pwn...

saw tpjc training there. they all seem so noob, only 1 or 2 pros, like srjc. there are actually people there using house balls to bowl la, wtf. they actually take in noobs, and at this level its too late to take in noobs and train them for competetion.. they must be damn short of players.

the best is yet to be?

nothing much to say these few days, school life's starting to become so monotonous again. all we do is mug, or stone. waiting for recess to come after assembly, waiting for lunch to come after recess, waiting for school to end after lunch. the A level syllabus isnt that hard after all, just need to pay attention and u'll understand all the shit.

seeing _l much less now, we only attend lecture together. so sad. wrote _l all over my lecture notes until qing started writing _l on his. what a dog. but then again she's just... nevermind. chem lecture is the only lecture i can slack off, i dont really have to follow because i can study chem from the notes, the new lecturer's some bitch who doesnt have pms twice a century.


Grow old along with me!
The best is yet to be,
The last of life, for which the first was made:
Our times are in His hand,
Who saith "A whole I planned,
Youth shows but half; trust god: see all, nor be afraid!"

since i have no life, i read the entire poem. its 192 lines long. those are the first 6. "Rabbi Ben Ezra" by Robert Browning. at least now i know why they chose "the best is yet to be" as our school motto. its quite interesting. Click on the title if u have no life like me.

new class?

so we all met our new classes yesterday. 1se1 is quite a cool class. all our tutors are damn nice and cool, and the people are cool too. im starting to like my class :) thank god for giving such a class to spend 2 years with, the people in my class are damn nice and funny la. even though i've only met them for 2 days, i can tell that in the end 1se1 will be a great class full of cool people. when i see how qing hates sb2 and how su's screwed in sd1 (dunno?, i think su likes his class), i feels good to be in a class when at least not everyone are nerds and not everyone is SCREWED.

life in ac is damn tiring. i never really got to experience the full blast of JC life in srjc cause i skipped school half the time and when i was in school i was skipping lectures anyway. i desperately need sleep. i need to catch up on all my subjects too but when i get home im too tired to do much work? shit, i better start taking afternoon naps so at least i can work till 12. i haven't forgotten my pact with god and im gonna fulfill it.

im not sure if i wanna join bowling anymore. everyone in the ac team is so pro, i think if i bowl 200 they'll laugh at me cause they all bowl 240 or some shit. i bet they cry when they dont strike or something. and i dont know anyone in bowling too, unless i make new friends when i join la. maybe ill join in may or some crap, because i know i cant get into the team for the A div's this year.

fuck decisions..... they mess everyone up.

oh shit i dont have a title for this

ill tell u who's gonna win miss singapore universe right now, even before they annouce the results. it'll be May Ng. But if its not, then its gonna be Cheryl Ng, i think her surname is Ng la, but its Cheryl. Other than those 2, the other contestants are shit man. they arent even good looking. There was this ah lian who answered "racial harmony day" to the question "which is ur favourtite festival of another race". WTF U STUPID LIAN, RACIAL HARMONY ISNT A FESTIVAL AND HOW CAN IT BE OF ANOTHER RACE WHEN ITS CELEBRATED BY EVERY RACE? stupid. stupid. stupid.

The Miss Singapore Universe contest is made up of those girls who fail to become models. Those much hotter models wont wanna compete to be Miss Singapore Universe anymore. knnb, the ugliness of the entire show disgusts me. Most of the hot girls in ac > most singapore universe contestants. sad singapore, both our miss singapore and singapore idol are screwed. Especially our idols, taufik aint too bad, but sly sux,bloody beng, he should die. fucking bengs, fucking lians, they spoil the image of singapore....

btw, pope john paul is dying. thats damn sad. i've got alot of respect for him la, and so do many other people around the world. for many decades he's been the moral leader of the entire world. but soon he'll be leaving this world for the next. u don't need to be catholic to appreaciate the fact that the pope owns. even world leaders like bush listen to him. bless his soul.

You Are 17 Years Old

17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

stoned

i realised that if i dont feel like blogging i shouldnt. if not all the comes out would be a load of boring crap. like the previous post etc etc. from now on i should only blog when i feel like it, those days when i start typing and everything on my mind just comes out. which was damn long ago. i think the last time i did that was my apology to Mrs G.C. speaking of g.cshe doesnt seem sad about her very great personal loss earlier this year.. i wonder why. hmmm. maybe she's overworking herself to forget it, i saw her reach school at 640am in a cab on orientation day 1. thats damn power la, and who the hell goes so early to school on day 1?? (either than me, of course)



L -
14 hundred -

acjc > rjc > njc > cjc > pjc > yjc > srjc

so like, ac rocks. everyday im liking it more and more. i can't wait to get my class la, then things will be more fun. and i skipped afternoon lectures for the last 2 days to follow the guys to play lan and cut hair and drink super strong coffee at coffee bean etc etc... like omg, i probably missed out on alot la, im gonna stop skipping from tmr onwards, gotta start mugging for the CA in week 4 man. heard that physics is damn hard, so ill just have to mug EVEN HARDER

had REW this week, tmr's the last day. i gotta say that the chapels in barker seemed better,more... ?holy? like i could really feel god's presence and everything there la. but as qing pointed out it could be because in barker only 500 people were in chapel at one time while in ac 1900 people are doing it at the same time. being back in a christian school rocks, i felt so deprived when i was in sr cause i didnt get to hear devotions and prayer every morning etc etc. at least now i get to hear it for 2 more years. Even though im still recovering from my traumatic experience in sr, life is getting better in ac, and im sure it will continue to. at least i no longer dread going to school like i did in sr...

Orientation 2

So O2 ended on thursday night. really a waste that its only 2 days long, but ohwells, we are 2nd intake students. Getting screwed in corn starch and mud and detergent was just damn fun la.. lol. Too bad now my og is split up forever. They should really have made it longer. Like we're gonna waste next week with all-week lectures anyway.

I think this time the finale was cooler than the 1st intake one. O1's campfire was super draggy and boring, i know cuz i was stoning there. At least this time it was a short finale. like we all went to the badminton hall to watch the finale video and mass dance etc etc. ended at 7. cheers to the cool councellors who made it all happen, and to my og too, see u in school people! jaraderth jaraderth!!

and if u havent known yet, im only allowed to take 3 a lvl subs in ac cuz they say my sciences arent good enough. i absoulutely dont think so.. but they have the last say. ohwells again. math chem physics maths(s) physics(s) chem(s) and GP will still give me 7 distinctions(ok that will never happen, ill only get 6 distinctions cuz i wont take physics s paper ). so no worries. gogo 1se1!!! se1 all the way!

Jaraderth**

ok i got it wrong. u know when i wrote down my OG name, i wrote the r such that it looked like a v. lame. anyways today i got to see jaraderth. turned out like i expected, only like half my OG wants to stay, the rest got booted from hwa chong, rj or nj. its so stupid man, like all these people who dont wanna be here are here, and the people who really wanna be here arent. what bitter irony.

so my og will only be together for 2 days. thats sad. they should make it longer, u know, give ourselves a chance to know each other better. 2 days is too short!! ah well, we'll probably be cooler after the games tmr la. at least i interract with the people in my og (unlike the some people i know during their orientation in 1st intake). in short, things are great, i suppose it'll be even cooler when i get my class.

im looking forward to tmr. at least ill be participating in the games, lol. i sorta sat out today cuz i was too sian. but tmr ill win for jaraderth!! now im back in ac, i know how cool it is again. being back again sure is great. just hope they'll allow me to take 4 subs, like wtf.. if i was in cj or something i would take 4subs with no problem la. stupid ac making it raw l1r5 10... and i also cant decide whether to take math chem phy econs or math chem bio econs. advice anyone??