chem prac

oh man. i was damn careless during the chem prac. i just realised i could have got the value of X damn accurately if i just did 1 more step. because in my hurry to do the titration, i forgot to add the extra 15cm3 of sulphuric acid after i pipetted the solution in. so i did 4 titrations. and i dont know how i managed my time, sigh. i actually couldnt complete it when the guy said stop writing. if only i could have done the last step, i woulda got 6. the stupid thing was the got the same values with and without the extra sulphuric acid. it was a useless step. argh. argh. ok so that means ill probably get 6/8 for calculations. damn!

su you asshole

who the hell mugs for terms? who the hell gives a shit about a useless exam right after june hols? who the hell cares about the first exam they take in jc? nihao-. you faggot, u abandoned me on bnet just to mug for chem prac. why do u even give a shit about terms? no one gives a shit about it and no ones gonna give a shit how well you do for it... to think that i asked ppl not to drop u when u were lagging. sigh, i feel so betrayed.

ok moving on, i think i screwed my physics paper. shouldnt have slept so little last night. alot of careless mistakes. i even mistook the comma in "11,000,000" for a decimal place. sigh.

schools starting

school starts tmr. strangely, i cant wait to go back. but i know that once school starts ill wish that its the holidays again. ill really have to start mugging in semester 2 and get 3 distinctions for promos. holidays were too relaxed, but school's too stressful, but its fun.

im gonna screw my terms up. i finished the chem and physics syllabus but i havent really done any tys. and i havent done 10 math questions the entire holiday. im so dead. ok whats worrying is not that i dont know anything, but that im not worried. i dont even give shit about the exams. gp tmr and i havent even started on any gp. but u cant study for gp. so i wont. lol. if the jc timeline was put into secondary school,since i finished 1/4 of my jc education, i woulda completed sec1 and terms would be like my sec1 exams, which i screwed up. but then i did well in sec2, so hopefully that would be reflected in my promos later.. shit wtf am i talking about, this is bullshit.

ok, its right that i set my targets for the terms now.
physics - b
chem- b
math -b
gp- b
chinese-c5

ok, those are my targets. so they dont have to be met, and i know they wont be. lol, reminds me of precision and accuracy. i'd rather they be accurate than precise. realistically, i think ill get 1 grade below my target. ok, say hi to term 3.

oh my.

so like on thursday i took an mrt from sch to town to meet my niggas for some fun in the singapore summer sun (shit sounds damn gay.we just went to town la). anyways like i notice alot of shit abt singapore's MRTs. like you know everyone is fucking kiasu and rushing around, and some assholes even enter the train before the people inside can get out. and once they enter the train, they slow down, so the people behind them get owned or end up analing the dog... sigh, like yesterday this 40 year old man bumped into me while rushing out of the train. i mean like dude i understand u gotta rush around because u need ur boss to think ur working hard then u wont get fired. but couldnt you see what uniform i was wearing? like everyone knows that u gotta give ac students respect cause one day they'll give ur children jobs and if their lucky maybe they'll earn enough to buy a car, unlike you, 40 years old and taking the mrt, shame on you.

damn. didnt do any work today. went back to barker and saw a few teachers, and bumped into the scouts accidentaly. then met stupid su at ccab to play hockey. actually i played hockey and he played netball. anyways after that we wanted to go to food haven. thinking su would know the way, i let him lead, but he lead us into the SMU campus where we got lost. but being smart i found a way to exit through the accountancy faculty. having no bearing of our new location, we walked all the way back to ccab where we proceeded to get lost the same way. then we turned back and saw wong swee ming running around. but anyways we got lost again and this time had to use the faculty of information technology or some shit to get out. so after 2 hours of walking around SMU, CCAB and the botanics, we still couldnt find food haven. so we went to some prata shop next to CCAB which didnt even have air con. sigh.sigh.sigh. im so tired now. i cant believe i wasted the whole day.

at least i still bowled 170 just now :) like after not bowling for 2 weeks and my legs got owned, i could still get 170. thats not too bad. but im gonna get my new ball after exams, so i might not bowl that well for awhile after i get it.

ok, i better finish the chem and physics syllabus tonight. only ideal gases and chemical kinetics left!

so much to do, so little time

afterthought: batman. wtf is justice? a form of justice to one is a form of injustice to another.
and "why do we fall?". "so we can pick ourselves up" ?? bruce didnt even pick himself up, he was saved by his dad, and he lived in fear for like 20 years. what a bad metaphor.

its all how we use it

if god is a dj
and life is a dancefloor
and love is a rhythm
then you are the music.

things to do

things to do by midnight today.

1. physics - work, energy, power
2. physics - abit of thermodynamics
3. chinese - learn like a few thousand of the vocab words in the notes
4. chem - thermochem revision

recovered

at least im recovered from my gastric flu/fever. i dont even know how i got it. i threw up whatever i ate and had a freaking bad fever for 2 days la. so horrible. it sucks feeling hungry and not being able to eat cause u'll just vommit. now i know what it feels like to be some starving african child.

i finally started some revision. i did 2 chapters on chem in 2 days. lol. maybe i should really pick up the pace. i aim to complete the chem and physics syllabus by sunday so i can start on the tys by monday.but i think my math is dead, maybe i should pay attention to daniel sun more. now that i think abt it, its quite hard to get 2A, 2Ao for promos. because even if i get all 3A's. i might not get the AO for chinese and the GP standard is damn high also. shit.

i have no life. i better get a life soon.

srjc owns you

none of you will ever know that u got owned. since u were in ac for first 3 months u didnt get to experience life in other jc's and realise how fucked up acjc actually is. barker wasnt like that. acps wasnt like that. only acjc is fucked. even srjc owns it.

but then again, acjc is fun. like when we're not in lessons.

acjc + students = fun
acjc + students + teachers = fucked
acjc + teachers = hell

brb in 3 days

sigh. i guess i should feel lucky.. god made everything work out alright in the end. but somehow, im still not satisfied. wtf is missing, this feeling sux.

the 2 weeks of slacking are over. im gonna start the 2 weeks of mugging now. and ill be a chalet till tuesday so brb in 3 days.

the holidays so far

haven't done work the entire week, save those few hours in school for revision. better start mugging soon, gotta fulfill my part of the pact with god, since he's done his part... been playing too much dota with the class lately..like on monday after physics we played dota for like 5 hours omgwtfbbq!?. nothing much to blog about. 1st week of hols are damn stoned. better stop stoning in front of my comp and get out more often. yep

Raffles Raped. -the regions round echo the sound of acs forever-

LoL.23-0 .thats the score with rj in rugby today. it was just pure ownage. it was damn funny watching some of them cry during the prize presentation. like, how could they even dream of beating us twice in a row? i could see the anger on their faces during the prize presentation ceremony. how they want revenge and all.. but they wont get it for at least another 2 years, cause its always like that. its like a 4 year cycle where ac wins 3 years and rj wins 1. they'll just train really hard for the whole year trying to beat us but just get owned again next may.

we kinda derserve the title after rj beat us in badminton, squash, tennis, hockey, cross country, and god knows what else. its like the rivalry between ac and raffles has never been this high until i reached jc. even when i was in ac last time we didnt really hate raffles so bad. just now during the match some people(like me) were even jeering at raffles. its just.. satisfying to see the misery on their faces when they lose. its oddly pleasing... i dont think i've ever wanted ac to win as much as i did today.

ahh well. terms ending. if i dont go out with qing and the rest tmr then ill go with my class. im really tired this week, i just cant wait for holidays. ill probably start mugging in the final 2 weeks of the hols and scrape 3 passes or something.

hocker? bowler ? loser?

i told clemens if we didnt get the boys gold i would join bowling. guess what? we didnt. fucking sa, they spoilt my future in hockey. now i wouldnt be able to train with hot hockey girls anymore. sigh. i bet they're all damn happy now, because they finally beat us. but we'll take it back next year, and they wont have it again. but am i really gonna let this result sway my decision? i dont even know. somehow my prospects in both bowling and hockey seem equal. im confident that ill make it for the ac bowling team if i train through june. but im also confident that ill make it into the hockey team because there aint even enough guys to form a team next year. ill get to own sa in both cca's. but my friends are in hockey. i think the hockey team's much nicer. and i think my heart's still in bowling. and i havent met the bowling team yet.

1 day left to decide

stressed.

omg how could i be so stressed? i hardly even do any work. but i think just going to school for so long is already tiring me out. its only like term 2 of j1 and im feeling more stressed than i was at the peak of my o levels, thats damn scary. anyways, regarding my previous post, i guess i was just concentrating on the bad things about acjc? i forgot that the good things about it owns the bad things, so its cool.

i keep forgetting that acjc is fun when everyone aint mugging. like somehow when we're not in lessons, i find that things are so much more fun and lively. we can only attribute that to the fact that ac is only fun because of its students. so once you put a teacher* in everything starts to suck. even Mrs Chan said during assembly that "you students make up the whole environment of the college" or something like that, which is indirectly admitting that alot of her staff are pretty screwed, seeing that they dont contribute to the culture of the college or whatever her first statement meant. but we shall not be so analytical today, seeing that that is a general statement as we know that many teachers in ac are not like that.

its like everytime i try and imagine myself in srjc now, i pretend that i would be happy there. but i wont, im forgetting how much i didnt like it during the first 3 months. i think i should change my negative / cynical/ pessimistic way of looking at things and learn to appreciate the good things instead of whine about the bad. after all ,thats what life's all about.


*ok fine, only some teachers.

sigh

so like life in ac isnt that great after all. in fact, i feel that life in sr was better. for one, ill be in the top class there, and i know more people there, and i could've bowled in A divs if i stayed, and so many other things. and since i was in the top class i would be peer pressured to study and probably do well for my A levels too. lets compare it to my life in ac, where im the top of the bottom, cca-less, and know relatively few people compared to my sr days.

and my friends in ac wil never get to experience life in other jc's a realise that ac actually sux. even xavier who was from cj agrees with me. fuck, now i made a mistake and i have to live with it. ohwells, at least i get to have some fun in ac with the great load of stress (compared to even more fun in sr with no stress). i better get a cca and get to know at least 100 more people or something. that brings me to my super screwed dilemma of dilemma's, should i follow my heart and join bowling or follow my friends and join hockey? like the hockey team is so much more cool and friendly than i expect the bowling team to be, but i havent even seen the bowling team yet so i cant comment, but since i dont know anyone in bowling and i know like half the people in hockey it would be much better in hockey. crap, if i was in sr i wouldnt even be in this dilemma. But i didnt stay cuz the sr uniform sucked and the school image sucked. And of course people would laugh at how a 12 pointer stayed, but ill be in the top class with the single digit people who stayed too, so when i own them in A levels, wouldnt i be the one laughing?

like now im only liking ac because my class is quite cool. like its fun to mess around and stuff. i hope god put me with such fun people and such great tutors for a reason. like in december i did make a pact with him to mug if he let me come ac, and im not even doing that, i feel like i lied to god, that fucking sux, i think ill go to hell. but i wont, cause im trying to mug. hopefully i can hit my target of 3 b's for terms. its so ironic because when i made that pact going to ac was everything to me, now i wish i wasnt here. sigh.

prelude

so this is like the prelude to my "serangoon special part 3" post. since i thought that i should blog at least once more about my life in srjc. like, now i look back at my time there, and i realise that its not as bad as i made it out to be. but its 1130 now, and im too tired to think straight, so i cant really finish my blog, so ill write the actual thing tmr, which is why this is a prelude to the actual srjc post. lol

this is like an extra part, where i whine about how out of the 3 dota's i played today 2 were screwed by leavers/laggers. so to all of u out there with useless comps : buy a new one or dont play. and too all the noobs : if u die to me then stay and die more, its not like leavings gonna change the fact that you suck. i must say 6.06 is one of the best dota's i've played so far, the landscape is much nicer and the graphics are cooler. like the ghouls explode when they die, or is it just becasue of rifleman's scatter shot? dunno, but its nicer now

cj pwnage

so we watched the rugby match between cj and ac yesterday. watching cj get pwnt was the funniest shit in the world. all they scored was a kick that gave em 3 points. no touch downs at all. and most of the game was spent in their side of the field. the final score was like 70-3 or something. but rugby really is a damn scary game, u get owned the moment u touch the ball, and getting fucked in the ass by the 20 hundred kg guys piling on of u is not pleasent.

so like, i think the problem with cj is that they arent motivated to play for their school. unlike the ac guys, who wanna win and bring glory to ac so kelvyna can put up another sustained achievement banner for sports outside the school. and then the cj guys are already so sad that they got posted to such a horrible place, how do u expect them to be driven to win?? like everytime one of them got owned by an ac guy, he'll be rolling around on the ground moaning until they stop the game and attend to his fake injuries, but when an ac guy gets owned by a cj rugger, he'll just get up and start kicking more cj ass. its quite symbollical? like when we fall, we just get up again and kill them, but when they fall, they stay down and get themselves killed once more.

hope we'll beat rj in the finals this year, i mean, we already lost our x-country title to them after holding it for 3 years or summat. theres a match with sajc next week, should be more exciting than the cj one. sa was 3rd last year and beat cj by a bigger margin than us after all.

on a final note, we should observe that 3 points cj had was the only time anyone scored against ac in like the past 3 months. so they did do quite a good job after all. LoL

so like i dunno what

so should i blow $440 on 2 new bowling balls? huh? huh? huh? i really gotta be sure of my interest in the sport la, which im not even sure of until now. of course i've been training 3 times a week, but... ahhh crap. so its gonna be like $290 for my strike ball and $150 for my spare ball. i think ill either get a primetime/ killer instinct/ vortex 2 and another maxim. and make em both 14 lbs. oh my goodness, i dont know what to do!! should i get em? im sure they'll improve my game, but i dont know if i have the.. perserverence to train. sigh

anyways im gonna watch the ac rugby match with cj tmr. it should be quite funny watching some mass ownage 80-0 or some crap. damn. i better make up my mind and start getting serious about bowling.

what was meant to be

so like i actually meant to bitch about my sad life and how im not getting even 6 hours of sleep daily, how i find the fact that most of my class is racist funny, how arthur looks so innocent and guai but actually is a racist lil lamer, how this bitch teacher screwed me for pressing the lift on the 4th floor, how we screwed around in the dark LT today, but im too sian. so thats a summary. lol, anyways gotta rush off for my training now so bb

should pass chem, hope i can scrape a B.

wtf

wtf im gonna fail physics. ahh who cares its not like i woulda passed since i only started A level physics 2 weeks ago. so like 1se1 is alot cooler now cause almost 2 weeks are over and we're all not stoning around anymore. realised that weizhi's a damn pro blog hunter, he even found mine. btw, i thought swell was screwed cause of this : http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=swell&r=f. but only su uses urban dictionary so who cares.

double maths is like our classes double free period in air con. Daniel Sun will start talking about some questions that no one did, and start teaching keith (almost every tutorial is the tutor's one on one tuition with him, actually, most lectures are too). so i was trying to solve zhen hao's rubics cube and played pencil soccer with arthur and started playing hangman. then we sms-ed jeremy wong and pretended we were hot girls who wanted to know him. lol, how stupid, like.. i would have payed attention if i knew wtf he was talking about but since i only started attending class in ac 2 weeks ago i dont right?

anyways i better start mugging for chem since i already fucked physics up but knowing me i probably wont. sian.

so like acjc is trying to collect funds to help lee wei kong (the ex acjc rugby captain) pay for his medical bills and stuff. u can see their appeal for donations here. seriously? the acjc admin are so screwed and materialistic why are they doing this? i bet its only because he was their ex rugby captain and they were obliged to do so because the students council decided to start the donation thing. i dont even think they give a shit about the existing students, much less the EX students. and if he was some kinda lamer from strategic games club or something i bet they wont even give a shit. the students really are the only ones which makes acjc a fun place, other than all the 1se1 tutors, mr loy and a few other young teachers, the school is pretty fucked up. until they can change the impression they etched in my head, im gonna keep thinking this way of them, maybe im generalizing too much because my run ins with the school staff when i first entered were screwed? dunno. it's just so different from barker where everyone was nice.. except mrs campbell.

physics test

crap, i got a physics test tmr. now i wish i didnt skip every single make up lecture and spent today's last minute one cursing qing and j pang and writing shit on tables and trying to rip tables out of the seats. so like, i dont know anything about thermodynamics, temperature or ideal gases. im so dead.

moving on, theres like this group of people who are extremely smug and think they're so cool because they got single digit and are at the back of the top classes. So these peeps think they're damn cool because they did 4 pts better than me, but lets examine it more closely. 4 pts = 20 marks right? and 20 /6 = 3.3333 right? but that would be the max ( as in they really get the full 5 marks more than me in every subject), so we can safely round the mean down to 3 from 3.333 (err thats 2 marks for 6 subs). Therefore these coolio's think they're damn uber because they spent 9 months mugging(compared to my 1 month of mugging) to do 3 marks better than me per subject. RIGHT... and theoretically since u did 9 times more study than me you should be getting like 6-7? even after counting the fact that its harder to do better once you're doing well. err btw, smart aint cool??

ok la, i didnt mean to bitch but u people were pissing me off this morning with ur "smartness" werent u? and no ones gonna know who it is unless you're stupid enough to tag. lol

so like i went training yesterday and got 190 with just spares and like 1 strike. so i was like wtf, thats damn cool. im starting to get my form back, those zero open frames seemed so far away but are slowly coming back. . but i still gotta train more and hope they'll let me into school team after this year's A divs.