ok please pardon me for using the f word in this post, im really quite pissed off. you see, i spent so much bloody time doing physics in the entire month before the prelims. after doing like 3 papers a week and all that shit, all i get is some shit score. then for my fucking chemistry, i didnt even study at all, i did like an infinite amount more physics than chemistry. and my chem grade can still beat my phyiscs? i mean like WTF lar. why didnt my effort equate to my eventual score? this sucks.

what is god doing to me? i thought he would at least reward all my fucking effort for physics in some way. FUCK

oh shit, i need to cool off