Raffles Raped. -the regions round echo the sound of acs forever-

LoL.23-0 .thats the score with rj in rugby today. it was just pure ownage. it was damn funny watching some of them cry during the prize presentation. like, how could they even dream of beating us twice in a row? i could see the anger on their faces during the prize presentation ceremony. how they want revenge and all.. but they wont get it for at least another 2 years, cause its always like that. its like a 4 year cycle where ac wins 3 years and rj wins 1. they'll just train really hard for the whole year trying to beat us but just get owned again next may.

we kinda derserve the title after rj beat us in badminton, squash, tennis, hockey, cross country, and god knows what else. its like the rivalry between ac and raffles has never been this high until i reached jc. even when i was in ac last time we didnt really hate raffles so bad. just now during the match some people(like me) were even jeering at raffles. its just.. satisfying to see the misery on their faces when they lose. its oddly pleasing... i dont think i've ever wanted ac to win as much as i did today.

ahh well. terms ending. if i dont go out with qing and the rest tmr then ill go with my class. im really tired this week, i just cant wait for holidays. ill probably start mugging in the final 2 weeks of the hols and scrape 3 passes or something.

hocker? bowler ? loser?

i told clemens if we didnt get the boys gold i would join bowling. guess what? we didnt. fucking sa, they spoilt my future in hockey. now i wouldnt be able to train with hot hockey girls anymore. sigh. i bet they're all damn happy now, because they finally beat us. but we'll take it back next year, and they wont have it again. but am i really gonna let this result sway my decision? i dont even know. somehow my prospects in both bowling and hockey seem equal. im confident that ill make it for the ac bowling team if i train through june. but im also confident that ill make it into the hockey team because there aint even enough guys to form a team next year. ill get to own sa in both cca's. but my friends are in hockey. i think the hockey team's much nicer. and i think my heart's still in bowling. and i havent met the bowling team yet.

1 day left to decide

stressed.

omg how could i be so stressed? i hardly even do any work. but i think just going to school for so long is already tiring me out. its only like term 2 of j1 and im feeling more stressed than i was at the peak of my o levels, thats damn scary. anyways, regarding my previous post, i guess i was just concentrating on the bad things about acjc? i forgot that the good things about it owns the bad things, so its cool.

i keep forgetting that acjc is fun when everyone aint mugging. like somehow when we're not in lessons, i find that things are so much more fun and lively. we can only attribute that to the fact that ac is only fun because of its students. so once you put a teacher* in everything starts to suck. even Mrs Chan said during assembly that "you students make up the whole environment of the college" or something like that, which is indirectly admitting that alot of her staff are pretty screwed, seeing that they dont contribute to the culture of the college or whatever her first statement meant. but we shall not be so analytical today, seeing that that is a general statement as we know that many teachers in ac are not like that.

its like everytime i try and imagine myself in srjc now, i pretend that i would be happy there. but i wont, im forgetting how much i didnt like it during the first 3 months. i think i should change my negative / cynical/ pessimistic way of looking at things and learn to appreciate the good things instead of whine about the bad. after all ,thats what life's all about.


*ok fine, only some teachers.

sigh

so like life in ac isnt that great after all. in fact, i feel that life in sr was better. for one, ill be in the top class there, and i know more people there, and i could've bowled in A divs if i stayed, and so many other things. and since i was in the top class i would be peer pressured to study and probably do well for my A levels too. lets compare it to my life in ac, where im the top of the bottom, cca-less, and know relatively few people compared to my sr days.

and my friends in ac wil never get to experience life in other jc's a realise that ac actually sux. even xavier who was from cj agrees with me. fuck, now i made a mistake and i have to live with it. ohwells, at least i get to have some fun in ac with the great load of stress (compared to even more fun in sr with no stress). i better get a cca and get to know at least 100 more people or something. that brings me to my super screwed dilemma of dilemma's, should i follow my heart and join bowling or follow my friends and join hockey? like the hockey team is so much more cool and friendly than i expect the bowling team to be, but i havent even seen the bowling team yet so i cant comment, but since i dont know anyone in bowling and i know like half the people in hockey it would be much better in hockey. crap, if i was in sr i wouldnt even be in this dilemma. But i didnt stay cuz the sr uniform sucked and the school image sucked. And of course people would laugh at how a 12 pointer stayed, but ill be in the top class with the single digit people who stayed too, so when i own them in A levels, wouldnt i be the one laughing?

like now im only liking ac because my class is quite cool. like its fun to mess around and stuff. i hope god put me with such fun people and such great tutors for a reason. like in december i did make a pact with him to mug if he let me come ac, and im not even doing that, i feel like i lied to god, that fucking sux, i think ill go to hell. but i wont, cause im trying to mug. hopefully i can hit my target of 3 b's for terms. its so ironic because when i made that pact going to ac was everything to me, now i wish i wasnt here. sigh.