F-U-B-A-R

Fruited--Up-Beyond-All-Recognition

Argh! Now friendster has this thing which allows you to see who visits your profile! My mystery stalker will never dare to visit again :( Ah ok who cares about mysteries. But speaking of mysteries, the entire TYS is like a mystery to me. Being able to do only 50% of it is depressing, and realising that i was careless and i can actually do 70% of it if im alert isnt very reassuring too.

But friendster horoscopes are as accurate as usual:
The Bottom Line
Clutter is filling up your life and distracting you. It's time for a clean sweep!
In Detail
You're fit as a fiddle and simply humming with energy. Not only are you ready to tackle all of the tasks on your schedule, but you're ready to solve all the world's problems, too. Go ahead and tend your own garden first before moving on to anyone else's plot of land. In fact, make sure you wait for an express invitation before you give into any urge to meddle. It'll save you and your friends ever so much hassle.

It's like god's way of telling me my life is screwed and i better do something about it soon. But maybe they just say stuff that is really vague so it can be applied to everyone's life and make people think its an accurate prediction. lemme try and write a vague prediction now:

The acute angle of the axis that orion makes with mars leaves your day in a day shrouded with doubts. The solutions however, are within reach because uranus will soon cross the orbit of jupiter's 7th moon and create a passage in which your worries will be ended.

Oh my im so pro ill ace Professor Trelawney's(Is that how you spell it?) Class in Hogwarts. And if i fail promos i can always become a fake horoscope writer. Ill write little notes you put into fortune cookies like "YOUR PSLE GRADES ARE F,F,F,F you're going to jurong town west river sec sch" to some small kid.. sounds fun.. and there isnt a jtwrss so i wont get sued, so get out of my blog you cops.

And seriously, i should really mug alot this weekend(And not be blogging or spending 1 and a half periods BS-ing with my class in the void deck about BGR and crap!!). Its the last weekend anyways, but like qing im distracted my many many many things that are happening at the wrong time. Maybe even more than him. yeah.. probably

Im so lost.
But the light that i see in your eyes,
will burn the whole way,
the world i know fades away
but you stay. always

I AM SUCH A FRUIT

Its anti profanity week people. We replace vulgarities with fruits, for example : "Orange You!", or "You Grapefruit!". I told andre that the meaning is still there and we'll still get pwnt but he told me to apple off...We must not piss off the guy up there this week, for we will be needing him (everyday) next week. I even righted a toppled flower pot in school today. Just do good stuff and he'll see to everything.

Random Guy A: You stupid Tomato! You'll still get owned for all the bad stuff you did throughout the year! You deserve every bit, you pumpkin!

'A' math
'C' math
'E' math.
i will ACE math. Then i can ace physics too.

Random Guy B: Yeah right you grapfruit. You only have 6 days left to mug! And you're still blogging! You're gonna retain you idiotic apple!

I shall skip school on thursday. Then i can bowl in the morning, and mug in the afternoon. Bowling is good therapy, i takes my mind of everything.
off my revision, off my promos, off my life, off my motherboard, off sally. off my troubles.

Random Guy C: EH you crazy banana!@ Promos in 1week> and you still go bowl? You are hopeless.

I might stop blogging till next week. Even though blogging dont take much time, but ill be able to concentrate more. And then random people will stop cursing me for every other word i blog.

Random Guy D: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! If you stop blogging ill have nobody to curse!#!


I conclude that random people are all unfriendly and evil. Or at least at ACJC, thats the case..

But i remember that it is by god's grace that i am here. Nobody mugs a month before o levels, slacks the final week before it, and gets 12 points.




Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
-Isaiah 40:30-31


Let me soar like an eagle,and run away from everything, walk on and not be faint. For in YOU i hope, and my faith will carry me through.

wow this is my longest post since srjc days where ill blog about how oranged up my life is. and one of the only posts with no profanities. YESS

fall asleep forever

a secret that nobody must know
pain that i must bear alone
do not rekindle a dying flame

but why do our eyes still meet?
i need an eternal sleep








why is this happening 1 week before promos?

take me away

A totally unexpected development may send shockwaves through your day, but you have to admit that all this is spectacularly exciting despite the upheaval. Now comes dealing with the aftermath. Just keep in mind that you don't have to find a one-stop solution for everything -- that, in fact, today marks the beginning of a very long process -- and you'll find that the next steps fall into place with delightful ease.

As usual, my horoscope is horribly accurate. Friendster even delivers bad predictions correctly. So pro. At least im finished with chem and physics syllabus now. So all i have to do is TYS spam, but thats the hardest part, so im like.. DEAD. Im ponning sch on tuesday to mug, but i think ill just mug till tuesday 5am then sleep till 3pm. EVERYONE PON SCH ON TUESDAY!!

but if i could... then you know i would

Why is god throwing all this shit at me just before promos? Just when im supposed to concentrate fully on my studies. Nothing went right the whole damn week..i did more work last saturday night than the whole of this week...

Like yesterday was such a screwed day man. First guanyi got hit damn badly during rugby, then jill died, then there was that incident with clemens. So sorry about that man... maybe its the fucking stress... Speaking of "fucking stress", andre and me are starting our anti vulgarity campaign next week, i think hearing the phone conversation has increased the no. of profanities we use per sentence ten-fold. lol.


i want the promos to end tomorrow.

why do i still slack?

11 days left omg!! I should be mugging really hard now so i can relax properly after promos. I need discipline.. Its not that im not studying, its just that i dont have the discipline to sit there for like 2 hours straight.

Michelle is damn nice. She helped me write the hanyu pinyin pronounciation and meaning in english for every word that is gonna be tested for the chinese test tmr. So i might pass, im going to try doing the test myself and not copy anything tmr.. then ill have an accurate guage of how much i really suck in chinese. I wish i had a michelle for every subject..

Physics mock exam's this saturday, and i've hardly started the syllabus. But i know most of the stuff already.. except for thermodynamics. Argh, but ill still be done with the syllabus by this weekend.. Actually all i did yesterday was homework.. crap. Remember the promise.

studystudystudystudystudy

i think i know why im having a bout of bad luck.
My father's 2 oscars died, and i didnt even know until today because i dont frequent the dining room where the oscars are kept. Its quite weird because my parents were talking about how only one was sick, but when one died the other died too. So touching huh?
Anyways those 2 were like the good luck charms of my house man. So i guess my luck died together with them... At least dad got a new baby oscar today, which is damn cute! lol, but i bet ill just forget that it exists again soon.. fish arent like dogs which u can interact with.
Hopefully this new dude will give me some luck for my promos.

Im starting to feel a sense of urgency!! yess, studystudystudystudystudy.

im pissed

things are not going well at all
i was supposed to collect my "fixed" comp at 9pm today,
but at 7pm the comp. guy called me and told me that 4 out of 5 of the fucking voltage connectors on my motherboard are blown and my graphics card fan is not working well.
and i wonder why he only told me that now. and i have to pay that guy $100 for doing nothing now....
so tomorrow i have to call them and see if they can send it back to intel for me and wait 6 weeks for intel to repair/replace or refund it. and if the 3 year warranty is void because the sim lim shop i got it from cheated me.... ILL FUCKING BURN SIM LIM DOWN
crap, i was never so pissed with anything before in my life.

revision is not going well
neither is my life
and i missed mooncake festival today to mug, which i didnt, because i was looking for the damn intel warranty.
this cannot be happening when im supposed to be mugging for exams..
and i thought god was supposed to make things better

the 2nd sign

ok thats it, im gonna quit. god really gave me a more extreme sign.
he crashed my comp man. sigh, he really did give me a 2nd warning man.
and that was just after i finished this afternoon's dota with se1.
better not play anymore or ill get hit by a car tomorrow or something.

now i know what shadrach meant when i asked him how he knew god existed and he said we know from personal experiences with him. im sorry god, i broke the promise, but i wont let you down. im studying more these few days and i can actually finish revising the chem syllabus by this sunday. yay!

start your revision boy

rain falling down in sheets,
like my grades.
but i've started, and i daresay in a couple of days ill be on full steam
catch up on all your work, go thru your lecture notes for 2 weeks, tys for the third.

today when mrs gwee came up to read the scripture during chapel,
i was still half asleep, half pissed that i got banned from bnet
but somehow i heard the words "hope for the hopeless"
and it really registered in my mind, my first coherent thoughts of the day
give me hope lord,
for i am hopeless







i need to hit something, hard
like the wall, with my head

banned

a sign from god :


















Those blizzard sluts banned me from playing official. and i was sure i didnt cheat. it wasnt the 2v2 Arranged Team i played with su, cause i could still play after that. it was the 1v1 i played at 3am on saturday morning while waiting for sharapova's match to start. bloody hell, the maphack program was open but i didnt turn on maphack omg.

its like a sign from god to quit playing. i better heed it or he'll send more extreme signs, like striking me down with lightning. ok god, ill quit FT as of now. theres only like 3 weeks left and i haven't started. im so dead.

oh hello

i did something constructive today.
revised chem bonding
and realised my maclaurin's and MI SUCKS
PW is fucked. I can't find the information i want,
and i dont know how to go about starting to edit the damn written report.
SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THE WEIGHT OF KEVLAR RELATIVE TO STEEL.

i like corrinne may's songs
they're really soothing, but somewhat sad.
at least i can find some solace in the music
"safe in a crazy world"
even the album name is so apt
argh, im so stressed even before i hit the books


Good luck to chang! who's playing WCG for wc3 tmr at suntec.

the turd day

argh its the third day of the hols. and i havent even started work.
but i've played my last dota tonight, and im not touching it till after promos.
so i can probably start to concentrate on more important stuff like MUGGING.

PLUS i love watching US Open. Sharapova is like the hottest girl in tennis.















omg! *melts*

ok lar. she's like damn tall 186cm or some crap. that even owns me
but she's still talented and damn hawt.

red eye

Went to dota and watch a movie with se1 just now. Our last last class outing before exams, lol, when we told ourselves our last class outing was national day. DotA was boring, but we always say its boring just after the outing and start craving for it 2 weeks after..

And red eye is quite a normal thriller la, interesting plot, predictable outcome. But since i looked into it so well, i noticed that its a damn feminist show la. Red Eye is about this women who takes a flight and gets blackmailed to do something because if she doesnt her father will die. So it starts with a women getting jacked my the man and becoming damn emo, then she wakes up her fucking idea and stabs in the the throat and knee, whacks him up with a hockey stick and shoots him once before her father shoots him again. Like real la ok, if i was the terrorist, after i got what i wanted ill kill you and ur father right, then the problem is solved.

I guess the director did bother to portray men as the stronger of the sexes though. Since the man had to take all that shit before he finally died. Buahaha, ok im being an MCP. ill stop now.

Ok, moving on the my revision:

Things to do before weekend ends
1. File notes and tutorials into files for every subject
2. Clear up my messy table
3. START READING CHEM NOTES FOR 1st 3MONTHS

today the SD nat came on stage to sing "wake me up before septemeber ends". how apt huh, but i remember only waking up after september ended for o levels. hmmmmmmmmm

its time

wake up you bastard
there's only 4 weeks left
hardly 1 week per subject
sort your messy room
file your piles of stuff
take out your clean tys
lock your fucking room door
put on those mugging specs
and start your revision.


j pang keeps asking me to visit his stupid blog where he laments about his sad life.
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=j9pang go visit it and u'll feel damn sorry for him too.