Sunday, October 30, 2005

holi holi holiDAYS

so fun. its the year end 2 month period of 12 hours of daily sleep and alot of fun inbetween. and im getting my solo groove back, my apm went from 80-90 in 2 days of watching Memoria.werra replays. But i wonder why memoria.werra has such a shitty rec when his solo is quite gosu, but his rt on us west is like 52-50 wtf??!!.

ok a non battle.net user will not understand what i have just said and am about to say because he has a life and has spent the last 2 years of his life doing constructive things during the holidays like mugging and flying kites instead of sitting infront of my (godspeed dual 2.6c processor 512ram 800fsb hyper threading supported uber graphics computer) playing games. but the warcraft scene has changed alot already, i still remember those mass fiend + stats to pwn all and win days. Now u mass fiend and get pwnt by gay far seer/TC chainwave crap. There is also a new addition to the things we see daily now (click to enlarge):


















(DRUM ROLL PLEASE).... the winner of the laggy AT partner of the year award landon su, luckily the ladder just reset and in those days mass fiends still pwnt but like omg dont you miss those days where i was the lagger and not you? oh wait, those were ROC days where ghoul rush with dreadlord pwnt. LOL

its chinese tmr, but no one cares. because its chinese. Actually i'd rather fail this and retake next june so i have more itme to study for it. I dont know why but suddenly this year my interest on chinese history, culture and language has been revived abit. As in, its interesting when ur not mugging for it but doing it for fun that kinda thing.

And we're going to madam's house tmr for class party! yay, the first class event many many many MANY of the girls in se1 will attend. But thats not the point, we're used to it. The point is we're gonna have fun and more fun after that when 5 unfortunate people will get pwnt by a very pumped (whatever hero i random). heeheehee. And i wonder why so many of my classmates enjoy LAN outings, its just me pwning and them getting pwnt. Like, it bores me too man.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

ipassedipassedipassedipassed

Xavier's whining to me now, at 1am, while im doing my I and R. Complaining about something called 1SB2 and telling me he should be in 1SE1 cause we're stupid therefore they give us better teachers who dont get bitch fits etc. Its 1am, too early man... too early

And i passed everything!! 3A 2AO yess yessssss YEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS now i can really relax during the hols. Somehow i feel that i dont deserve to relax because i didnt mug that hard after all... But God really owns man, he has a way of making everything work out in the end, like during O levels.

OK im too pro im done with my I and R already so good night and ill try and update more tmr.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

pffffffffffffffffffffft results

1A 2AO. No different from terms. Will promote without having to take supps if they moderate correctly. Im only worried that my CAs will pull my overall down to fail.. But i really thank god for giving me that peace during every exam except physics, to stay calm and concentrate. Although in the end the only one i passed was physics la lol.

But its so horrible, alot of my classmates did quite badly, i feel so sorry for them. They dont deserve those grades at all, I probably deserve it more than them. I really want every se1er to promote, each of them impacts the class in their own way and it'll be very different even if one of us are missing. But result slips coming back tomorrow, so we'll all know the outcome soon.

Life has been schooldotasleep for the past few days. so screwed up. I think i should get a life and not dota so much, its fun when you play like once a day not 10 hours in a row for 2 days like i did over the weekend.

Maybe i should have a goal in life. Then i can actually start working towards something, lol. But seriously, I should think about that more during holidays... and compile a list of things to do this hols. Yes, very important or ill just waste it away on Battle.net like i did with every long holiday i had since sec3.

As usual i was going to blog about alot more stuff but im suddenly tired and hungry(for more dota). I shall blog more tomorrow when i get the results back. Pray hard people.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

my suicide letter

Im so sorry friends, I really had such a great time with you in the mortal world, now its time for me to move on into the nether world. Bye bye and see you in 80 years time when you die of normal stuff like cardiac arrests while i have to die tmr by jumping of andre's 30 story block. At least i know ill only feel pain for 0.001 secs, which is less than human reaction time anyways. LOL. Ok i lied, i know suicide sux, ill just come back after being sad about it for like a lifetime.

So i realised why sometimes(ok most) my blogs are short and organised. Because im either going to play or in the midst of a dota game so my thoughts are extremely scattered. Luckily im playing less dota and playing more officials these days. Times have changed already, my 2003 mass fiends to pwn strat is damn outdated, the trend is more ghouls/gargs now, or at least that's what i see in replays and strategy forums. And omg the new matchup system is damn bad lar. I keep getting matched up with level 12 and above when im only level 5, its something like once you reach 50% wins they start giving u hard opponents. So hard :(

Results. Results out tmr. Im actually damn worried but like alot of people told me its already marked too late to change anything. Just hope i can promote without taking subs, or even take subs, i just dont wanna retain. My aspirations of getting 3 distinctions have been reduced to just getting through year one, how sad. It kinda sucks to be unprepared for every exam since my eye one. LOL. get it? eye examination. Anyways everything is in god's hands and i trust he knows whats best for me. Chang's msn nick is something like "For i know the plans i have for you, declares the lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you......" you know that bible verse? So like i told alot of people, god probably didnt plan for tmr. hah

Open house on saturday. I remember going there on a saturday not too long ago, with alot of barker boys. I remember taking 196 home from acjc for the first time in my life that day. I remember telling myself "I WANT TO BE HERE". I remember the goodie bags, which i will be giving to MeOneYearAgo's. I remember how happy we all were then. I remember the false impressions we had of AC, like we actually thought it was a happy place. But i guess it is lar, its just a different sort of happiness from the one we experienced in barker.
False impressions: we all have them until we finally realize they are false. If you get what i mean.

So there was this raving lunatic on 48 today. He got on at holland village and was still on the bus when i left. He was damn crazy la, holding this murder weapon in his hand, screaming vulgarities telling people if they were going to die, at the top of his voice, and he was banging his head on the windows and seats of the bus too.

LIKE WTF, how can this kinda people even be allowed in public? Its damn scary lar. And me, landon, lucas and some acs i guy whom we befriended while laughing at the psycho were just laughing at him. Until when su got off the banged the glass damn loudy and made the psycho even more psycho. Su u fucker, he was staring at us after that. So lucas and me freaked out and moved forward to where the barkers boys were sitting. Thats another cool thing about 48, it services every single AC school in singapore. ACS(I), International, ACJC, ACS Barker, Primary and ACJS.

LUCKILY i met the barker boy who stayed in my condo, so i had company until my house. But he was still screaming and banging his head on random hard objects in the bus and freaking the entire bus out lar. The boy who stays near me tells me the madman is always on 48, but its the first time i've seen him. Im damn traumatised now, but if i meet him tmr i might just murder him instead because of my results.

ok. this entire post has no flow. Im talking about totally different stuff every paragraph. Maybe i should spend more time blogging in the future, just to make my blog readible. HAH, in 12 hours time ill be damn happy or more probably damn sad. Pray for me people. Please

Friday, October 14, 2005

Letter to counsellor

I realised that i was cursing that guy too much in the previous post and ill probably get into deep shit. So i deleted it, and replaced it with this.

Dear (Referee of that match),

Thanks for being so impartial, fair and nice. Even though we were getting fouled, hit, scratched and cursed at, you were so fair in letting them continue the match without doing anything. I totally appreciate it. Totally.

Thanks also for allowing all the snatching away of balls and rough play without doing anything, that was so nice of you. And disallowing the last goal, that was the best part. We're so glad that we lost the match because of your help. Seriously, we're like so grateful.

The 30th students council really rocks, i hope to see more of this in future events.

Yours sincerely,
30th Students Council Supporter

Friday, October 07, 2005

haha its ended

Newton's law of gravitation states that the gravitational force acting on any two point masses is directly proportional to the product of their masses and inversely proportional to the square of their distance apart, and it acts along the line joining the two masses.

YESS!! I know i got at least one mark for physics.. ok but thats no consolation. I know i effed section C, because i did the mechanics question when gary chan told us not to do it. because i only had 15mins to do section C, because i had no sense of urgency while doing section B, because i thought my physics was damn good, because i passed it for terms. The list could go on.

But im just glad its over, even though i didnt really mug that hard. The rest is in god's hands.

And i saw this ghost at cine today. It was damn freaky..They shouldnt have this kinda publicity stints anymore. But then again its damn interesting, maybe i should go there tmr again to see if they're doing it again.

The most depressing thing is that my motherboard isnt back yet. Im not sure if DHL does deliveries on weekends, but THEY BETTER DO. Because i really wanna play with my classmates before i get my (depressing) results back. But qing is right, dota sux... it pwns you in alot of ways. I need a new passtime.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

how can it end when i havent started?

Argh crapp promos are ending tmr and i feel like i've hardly started revision. I could do all the papers so far but getting marks is another issue..

And im not feeling stressed either. I mean... I should be feeling damn stressed at this point, cramming my ass off till wee hours in the morning before sleeping 2 hours and cramming more on the way to school. But maybe i just have a really effective way of reducing my stress, because i oddly feel prepared for the papers before i start them.. keeps me calm and relaxed, which is good. So like i know the concepts and everything but it just cant apply them well cause i didnt do practice questions..

But who cares about promos anymore. in 12 hours time ill be on my M-m-m-Monster Kill!!! And intel hasnt started shipping my motherboard back to me yet, so i might not even get it back this weekend, but i still have to go buy my graphics card. Should i buy ATI Radeon 9250 or GeForce4 Eagle?? Both are like 128mb and OMG cheap. ahahah wtf am i talking about i should be mugging now...

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Promotion seems impossible

I made an acronym for promos :)
[P]romote Or
[R]etain?
[O]nly
[M]uggers
[O]bstinately
[S]mile.

ok thats damn stupid. lol. finished 3 papers so far...

g.p- compo was ok, just regurgitated all the globalisation crap i read in the car,but i think compre pwnt me, only wrote 1 page for AQ and no time to summarize.
chem-lol chem.... i saw this girl crying after the paper. guess i was beyond tears chinese- i actually understood close passage and compre, but i messed hanyu pinyin and summary.

so jpang finally unblocked me and told me how cool his life is, he's like in students council there and aces all the tests. and he doesnt get kicked around the school like he used to... and he gets to meet hot babes. and im like here mugging my ass off just to get 3 passes to take sups next year omg..