stressed.

omg how could i be so stressed? i hardly even do any work. but i think just going to school for so long is already tiring me out. its only like term 2 of j1 and im feeling more stressed than i was at the peak of my o levels, thats damn scary. anyways, regarding my previous post, i guess i was just concentrating on the bad things about acjc? i forgot that the good things about it owns the bad things, so its cool.

i keep forgetting that acjc is fun when everyone aint mugging. like somehow when we're not in lessons, i find that things are so much more fun and lively. we can only attribute that to the fact that ac is only fun because of its students. so once you put a teacher* in everything starts to suck. even Mrs Chan said during assembly that "you students make up the whole environment of the college" or something like that, which is indirectly admitting that alot of her staff are pretty screwed, seeing that they dont contribute to the culture of the college or whatever her first statement meant. but we shall not be so analytical today, seeing that that is a general statement as we know that many teachers in ac are not like that.

its like everytime i try and imagine myself in srjc now, i pretend that i would be happy there. but i wont, im forgetting how much i didnt like it during the first 3 months. i think i should change my negative / cynical/ pessimistic way of looking at things and learn to appreciate the good things instead of whine about the bad. after all ,thats what life's all about.


*ok fine, only some teachers.